Ever felt like no matter what you do, the Universe seems to be out for your skin? Take heart in knowing that, for sure, this, too, shall pass…
…and yes, I know – just because we all know this, it doesn’t make it any better. In fact, it doesn’t even change things. In fact, reading it might just piss you off…and if you think that is not a mechanism of Spirit – to piss you off just when the time is right…then nothing is ever going to.
There are a lot of myths about what it is like being a Worker of The Light, and one of those myths is that since it is that all Workers of The Light have at least one of those things called “ethereal gifts,” that we are able to get ourselves out of anything that’s not that great. Do you know how many times a week I have to explain to people – like, a LOT of people – that it does not now, neither has it ever, nor will it ever be some sort of Magic Pill that fixes all of our problems.
There are other ways to see the things that are going on right now…
It is difficult for any of us to think of the things that we are going through right now, even as Workers of The Light, as anything more than a severe pain in the soul. I get it. I am there with you. In fact, I am there with a whole LOT of you. NONE of us wants to deal with all of this crap happening in our lives right now. None of us wants to suffer more losses. And at the same time, all of us are here, alive and well, looking back at all of the garbage that we have been through in these last twelve months, and trying hard to not look ahead, because we know that we could again get let down if we are not careful with misunderstanding what it is that we are receiving as messages from the Ether.
Messages from the Ether are rarely ever point blank. We have to look at the things going on in our lives and see there what is the underlying energy within it all. When we are able to build the story from the fragments left in our midst in our tangible lives, and when we can opt to go with the thing that we have thought all along is when we are starting to see our own ability to open up our awareness to other, better, possibly higher possibilities. Yet, when it is that we are stuck here in this consciousness, and in these bodies, and are rooted in the things of the moment, it is very difficult for us to look beyond it all. We want to blame ourselves, always and first, and we want to not hurt others, not create Karma for ourselves through placing blame correctly. I am like this, and a lot of people who I remain close with are also like this.
The Broadening of Awareness through Turmoil
Oh man…I know this one very well. So well, in fact, that I am able to see it on the faces of those in my awareness, particularly in the facial expressions of those with whom I am the very closest in terms of energy and tribal bond. I hadn’t thought about it until today while I was in class this morning.
And you must all understand that at this time in my life, there is a whole LOT of turmoil, and some of it is meant to be this way because I am sure that I am learning what it means to be one of those “through thick and thin” types, even though I already know that I have always been one. It dawned on me this morning that sometimes, it is through the broadening of awareness, through the “think outside the box” energy that so many of us talk about, that lots of us would love to be consciously aware of our doing, that a few of us are aware of knowing about, and that very very few practice, and we do not practice it because we are not aware that it is happening.
It is very possible that not only are we learning what NOT to do through all of this turmoil, we are also being prompted, through the turmoil, to seek out another, “seems impossible to pull off” kind of stuff right now, and I am finding out that we are phenomenal at doing exactly just this. What I mean is that, when we are forced to go through things, and those things are the very things that scare the hell out of us, we are being called to think outside of the proverbial box, to trust our inclinations and intuitive hits if we are Pisces, or to go with what are our own statements in fact and that are completely truthful if we are Taureans, to follow what is our “gut thought” if we are the highly intelligent Crab in Cancer, to think that we really can fly to the highest heights if we are the thought provocative Gemini…if we are more aware of what it is that we are meant to pay attention to and more inclined to think with what is our first inclination, and learn to know what our own souls are telling us through the things that they normally do…we will, no matter what, get through what it is that we are now calling….things that not even I will go ahead and write about haha.
I guess that what I am trying to say is that even though I know that our lives, in what seems like every important manner, are somehow a clustered mess of pain in the soul, what we can try to do, even though we are sick of trying and putting effort toward things that are not effective, is to try to do things that we would not normally do. In other words, all of those ‘crazy’ things that you wanted to try but felt that other people would think you were a lunatic for having tried…go ahead, try it (as long as it won’t hurt anyone.) All of those things that you want to see manifested, go ahead and dream – BIG – and see what you come up with, and don’t forget to put it in writing so that it is already a tangible thought…in front of your face, on paper, in ink and in your handwriting…write that shit down.
What I am suggesting is that we each and all need to take it upon ourselves to understand what parts of our physical selves we need to or ought to be paying more attention to, from each of the three main signs in our charts, and blending those three energies. That is where our biggest thoughts come from, and those thoughts are either spot on, or exactly opposite of the truth – there are no two ways about things in this manner..things either are, or things are not…period…