Healer….rather than Light Worker…is the correct term
Over the last couple of weeks I have come to the conclusion that the term “Light Worker” is now one of those things that has become a very over-used, completely …obsolete…term…to be used in order to define a whole lot of us. This morning I woke up realizing a few things, and one of those things is that there are a lot of catch phrases that capture our attention and it is all for one purpose – so that those who market “healing,” and “light worker” “courses” become enriched. At the risk of sounding like a whiny baby, and at the risk of coming off as someone who has completely lost her marbles, and mostly, because the closest people in my life are NOT in need of a “light worker,” but rather and only me as me – the healer, the prophet, the teacher…I find, right in this moment, I am not, that lots of us are not (and this includes myself, my best friends, my other half, and my kids) what can be called “Light Workers.”
Don’t get me wrong – there is a need for these people called “Light Workers,” and the need that exists is the need for clarification by the masses. We cannot all be these people called “Light Workers,” because those people are the very ones who are only coming into their own Wisdom in terms of all things strange and unexplainable to those who are not very aware of what is really going on in the world at this time in our collective lives.
It is kind of a big deal for a writer to be saying these things, only for the reason that anything in writing is absolute, meaning that my personal and singular opinion is that there are a lot of us on this planet who are telling the world that we are these people called “Light Workers” when in reality what we are is addressing the Christ Consciousness which is, at this time, impermeable. Too many of us have been feeling guilty for displaying things that we alone are able to do (only for the reason that we have been through a lot of shit over these last three years and in that time have been forced by the Cosmos to adjust to inevitable changes which we are ALL facing right this moment). What I mean by “we alone” is that there indeed are people who are light workers, but, right now, there is a dearth of the population who have not yet or willingly gone through the lessons that they are now faced with, and on that level, there are two kinds of ethereal types – the light workers, of which there are a whole lot right now (and they ARE needed…I will explain in a moment but please keep reading…), and the other sort, of which I am and those within my close circle of closeness are, as well – we are called Healers.
Healers…we are NOT “Light Workers”
A Healer is what a Light Worker aspires to become, but in some manner, they are scared of something that will bring them harm, even as it will bring them learning, and very valuable Wisdom, and the sort that can only be had by going through things that will..WILL challenge even the strongest among us. I know this. I have been told again and again that I am the very strongest person alive on this planet, at least in the world of those with whom I share much closeness.
A Healer is someone who can withstand the things that visit our lives, because we are able to see things as being a learning opportunity, rather than what the human being part of us wants to see things as – which is nothing short of a pain in the ass, seriously. The Healer’s Path is not one that everyone can cope with, and those who can cope with it eventually feel like they are going insane, when really, what they are experiencing, even as their human minds cannot meld the thought with their brain that what they are going through sucks, but is very needed. This all came to me last night, when it was that I was absorbing the good and the …challenging….of last night and when it was that I was in my own place and in need of someone to tell me that I will be okay, that things right now are not great but that things will eventually be righted, as soon as the people in our lives understand that there are a lot of ways to look at anything, but right now, the most….forgiving way…to see any of the bullshit in any one of our lives is to try to digest all of these things that have happened to and paradoxically for us as being the diamond in the dog shit.
We ache and we hurt, always, those of us called and who have earned status as ‘Healer.’ We have toiled, emotionally, and have gone through what fires of life we must, all so that those who are currently experiencing what it is that we know so well can have hope that even though things are horrid right now (they are….admit it….too many “light workers” want to put a lovely spin on the turds we are being given right now.), the silver lining in it all is that we are being made more aware of what we CAN handle, and all of it is being thrown at all of us, all at one time, because within us are the things that we need to learn, and right now the things that we need to learn are the most important lessons, because they are the lessons which call for us to release part of who we were and let that person become who we are.
The human personality is a very complex thing, indeed. Within each of us is nestled these things called “dreams and wishes,” and these are the things that motivate us toward our wholeness. When we follow the whims of who we are, and we choose to face that person head on and instead of lambasting that person, talk to that person, asking that person what else there is that our attention is being diverted from and learn why it is that we have diverted ourselves from it. We find that the most painful things are not brought to us by others, but the things that we choose not to look at. Sometimes we cannot accept what is there, yet this does not mean that we are not meant to continue to go toward this thing called “The Light”, which really is only a heightened sense of awareness. If all we are looking for is the bad things that could happen, all we will find that we have manifested are those things, and we will be remiss as to think otherwise.
However, if we can sense that in all of the bad things that are passing through our lives at the moment, and we see there that where we have been is what is affording us with the tools we need this time around to get ahead without bringing further harm to anyone, but mainly ourselves.
First of all, get over the idea that you are anyone’s ‘savior’
The thing that I have noticed lately is that there are a lot of people who are calling other carbon based beings “savior,” as if somehow, another human being is going to be able to do that – save another human being from the things that are eating their lives.
We cannot do that. The most that we, as Healers (and yes….the interns to becoming a Healer, I have decided, are those people who are called and who call themselves “Light Workers”), are capable of doing is to reveal the truth of a person, to remind those who are losing faith in who they are that they have a lot of good to offer and that even as right now is not the best indication of these things, that this is the very truth. I must make it known here and now that those who are going through the most right this minute are sort of in the final exam part of what it is that we each and all have been through over the course of say….I have to say, collectively, since 2007…because apparently, even as it has not yet been said to us through the news media, and as if all of the EU thing with Britain no longer being part of it…this ought to tell you all that the last time something global like this happened, we ended up in that ugly thing called a recession.
You can also chalk this whole…recession…thing up to a lot of other things that are not in the tangible world, and this is what scares us the most – we can see what is going on in the tangible world, and we can, as Healers, also see what is the remedy for it, but on the top of things, there is a lot going on that makes it appear that what it is that we are working toward is just the ultimate demise of the race all together. This is not the truth.
What is the truth is that there are a lot of “Light Workers” who are giving us what is their ideals about all of what is happening, and in their wake we have an entirety of the population dearly terrified of a lot of things, but mostly of what is not known. What it is that we do not know is what is the surprise, and if we glue ourselves to the outcome of what it is that we see there, we will end up in a world of heartache, and all because we want to be able to “call it” in terms of what it is that we see, that we are all seeing and that we are all …diagnosing. We are NOT diagnosticians, and no one who is calling themselves a “Light Worker” is going to come to terms with this because they have not reached that point yet where who they are in terms of the world at large, really is.
If you do not know who you are here to help, you will end up trying hard to reach everyone. The thing that I have learned the most over the last few weeks is that just as there are specialists in terms of the medical field, there are also specialists in our field, too. In example, I have told my own story of abuse, over and over again. There came a time when it was no longer the healing that I thought I was receiving through my own self’s thought that maybe what I needed were other women to tell me that I would be okay. For a bit this worked, until I found out that men are also abused, and so I went on to study the reasons why that was so. After that, I realized that in the set of things that are offered to us as students at an actual college, there are plenty of generalizations, but not a whole lot offerings in terms of what is the actuality of what it is that we are there for. In my case, I already knew and still know what are the many faces of abuse. However, I am a terrific survivor, and sadly, the reason is because I have been, again and again, been presented with harm that in some cases I could not deal with emotionally and ended up in a shrink’s office.
On the other hand, I just stated that I am a terrific survivor, and as such, was compelled to return to college to find out, this time, what makes a survivor survive. I want to know what it is that other survivors have had to endure, just so that they could survive.
The thing that no one who calls themselves a “Light Worker” truly understands is that in doing this sort of work, one must call up within them the strength needed to endure more pain, to be able to become one’s own level best expert as a ‘Light Worker’ first, because all true light workers aspire to become people in the actual healing trades.
Am I saying that those who would call themselves “Light Workers” are way off in terms of what it is that they want to believe is entailed in everything that goes with that label? Not at all. What I AM saying is that Healing work is NOT for the faint of heart. Healing work is NOT work that is done on the physical body, but is work that relates to the soul and affects the physical body. Once it is that we have bothered to think about these things, and once it is that we have accepted that things are not always going to be rosy in the world of the healing trades, and damned surely in the world of Light Workers who are truly seeking the Light rather than the accolades, this is when the world will know, for sure, what it takes to wear these labels.
They are labels that are set aside for those who have accepted the challenge of looking at themselves and seeing their own imperfections, realizing that there is no one else like them on this planet, and knowing that in that energy alone, they are the very ones who will serve as the section of society that CAN “call it” in terms of what ails a person. It takes time, and it takes being able to take a candid look at who we each and all are, right in this moment, and realize that even with our Wisdom and our Knowledge thus far, that who we are is dependent upon what we are and what we are more likely to classify ourselves as being.
I was a Light Worker….but with time and learning and knowing that I am not the person who actually does the Healing …but that I am merely the one who is seeing things from another vantage point, because all work in these sorts of Healing trades is best done by those who have actually done two things…
…and survived quite nicely, even if a little bit scuffed up in the Soul….
It is, none the less, just like every scrape and bruise any one of us has ever had….very temporary